Sigh. I’m so sad right now. It’s like everything’s been going wrong, everything. Feels like what we had from the start was never apparent, feels like nothing even happened.

Sigh. I wished I’d stayed behind, karma, is that what this is?

Now it’s so weird to talk to you, and I don’t know what exactly you’re feeling. Are you angry at me, or just sad that, as you put it, we aren’t fated after all?

Fate. Sigh. It’s so darn cruel.

I don’t know what to do now though. You just can’t write off sth, write off this one month. I really hope deep down from the bottom of my heart that you’ll text me something normal, please. Dear god, please help me in this. Let us go back to what we were before. I really want it to be that way. Sigh. Thank you god. Amen.

Sad how so many things are actually standing in our way. I miss you though, an really don’t like the way you’re testing me now.

): maybe I should just write this off? Just a potential person in my life? Makes me sad though. Cause before that I actually felt that I might be able to reciprocate in the future.

I just wish things would turn back to normal. Wish I could turn back time.

This is really gonna affect my studies ): you were the reason why I felt happy, why I didn’t breakdown this time. And now, everything might actually change. Do you want that? Sigh.

I don’t dare reply you though, not sure you would want to talk to me.

I’m afraid that there might be more clashes in the future. I guess you’re just not the one, maybe?

Shall go clear my inbox that person doesn’t send anything when I wake up. No idea what I’m holding on too.

I’m glad that god gave me a chance to experience this though. I just wished he gave me a chance to let this continue.

I feel so stupid, really.

Kill me please.I wouldn’t mind.

You’d probably give up. Won’t you? ):

sigh. Please bless me. Thank you.